their was a member of my training team did selection but on jungle phase burst a bag at back of his knee normally you would be RTU (RETURNED TO UNIT) and failed to try again but apparently he was so good they sent him back to get fit at catterick training likes of us up he never told me once about this till he just vanished when i asked another nco they filled me in on what happened next time i seen him he had a beard and hardly recognised him we spoke breifly i didnt mention what id heard but that was last i seen of him he'd got in he was a cracking lad hope he's made best of it:) as for macnab and chris ryan i think their well out of order they reveiled far to much about how ops are run it makes it harder for the lads still doing the job no wonder they dont get spoken to they'v compromised a lot of peoples lives imo.