I’m sorry to hear about your mum
Unfortunately my beliefs are very very small! That’s because I’m atheist!
Our human bodies are no different to the keyboard I’m typing with! We are just an object, but a lot more advanced.
I believe when we die nothing happens it’s just a dead object that will not live on! Like an apples that is squashed on the ground! The apple can’t be eaten nor will it go to a heaven or a hell! Its because its an object in this planet like you or me!
It all the same as us, which is grow, breathe and then die!
The bible was the 1st book, so alot of people read it back then! One person to another said somthing and like chineese wispers things get miss led and so on.... If the Matrix was the 1st book, the chances are we would all belive that there is a savour called neo that can fly and bring us back to life! And he died for the machines to be at peace with us! Rather than some dude called Jesus that can cure illness's and dies for our sins etc.....
Iv tried so hard the past year or two to believe in fate and things happen for a reason but I only believe what is in front of me as proof!
I’m sure other peoples answers are a lot more.... reassuring and spiritual but not for me! If there is a god or things happen for a reason… And I was wrong! There certainly will be some answering done by "the big man upstairs"
BUT THE BIGGEST BIT OF PROOF THAT THERE IS NO GOD IS. IF THERE WAS A GOD THERE WOULD BE ONLY 1. HOW THE HELL CAN THERE BE A CHRISTIAN GOD, ALLAH, THE EGIPSIONS HAVE ABOUT 10, SECHS GOD......THE LIST IS ENDLESS! So which one is real? only 1 can start the world! Nope....its becuase they all have different storys to tell. And thats all they are STORIES!
Hope your ok mate
Paul