Thats awful CJ, I feel for you.
I find it puzzling that out of all the people over the years I've asked about why they smoke and if they enjoy it, none have been able to give me a definite reason fow why they smoke, they usualy say 'I don't know really, its just a habit I guess' or 'picked it up from friends'. As for enjoying it, I've not heard anyone say I LOVE smoking, its GREAT! More often I get ' I've tried to give it up before/several times but I can't!'
I would never tell anyone to not smoke, we should be free to make our own decisions, I agree entirely on that, but I still can't understand why people smoke in the first place! A bunch of rolled up leaves smoldering in the corner of your mouth...
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